Love You Till Eternity

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 9:30 PM

He will return next week. i cant wait for his arrival. =) Haziqah waiting for eu. =) im missing him damn much. its been long i wrote it. so here i go.

First of all my condolences to my dearest girlfriend. Allah s.w.t lebih menyayangi dier. so be strong to face the dugaan. semoga rohnya dirahmati Allah s.w.t. dont sad2 aites GF??? in a day, two things happen to you. just be strong to face the challenges. i will be there for you. LOVE YOU!!!

Second, im not sure if i officially in nayaga. but i will after O level. it was damn fun learning the Gendang. wak nin taught me. i dont know that its gonna be that fun. one more thing. i followed them to keluaran last Sunday. i dont know its gonna be happening going for keluaran. and im going this Saturday to play instead of taking photo for them. =) just cant wait for the day. tmr, there's training. it been two weeks i have not go for my dikir training. Missing the babes damn much. that all for now. my english lesson have ended. till my next blog. bye!!!

Labels: waiting for your arrival

CONFUSE!!!!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 12:44 AM

im still loving him. i know he hurt me that much. but i dont want to let him go. i truelly love him. =( why must i suffer the pain. what is he doing now in taiwan??? hmm. . . im missing him now. just cant wait for him to come back. but im just scared that when he come back, i w ill lose him. aaaarrrgggghhhhh!!!!!!!! what a confusing situtation. but sometimes, you need to let go of your loved ones for his own happiness even though it hurt. haix. . . .

HATE HIM!!!!!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009 10:19 PM

after all i love you with all my heart, this is how you return it to me???? declaring you are still single! wth!!! what are you trying to do?? toying with my heart. your promises are all rubbish!!!!! you promise me that you would not hurt me, but now???? you are hurting me damn much!!!! n i hate it!!!! why must you do this to me??? what did i do wrong???? im fucking hating you now!!!!!!!! you took my love and put in on the shelf. i dont know what you want from me. taking my heart and throw it away. im willing to forgive you if you did any wrong. but not this. no forgivenss for you! i hate you! i hate you! i hate you! thnx for making me believe that you would hold on to your promises. but all that are just broken promises. i thought you could bring happiness to my life. instead, you bring sorrowness in me. because of you, i lost a friend. and now, i lost him and also you too! you are a JERK!!! and i hate you for doing this to me. if you cant keep your promise from the beginning, dont express your love to me, idiot! aaaarrrggggghhhh!!!!!! you are making me sick! just get out from my life. after returning to taiwan, i hope you will get away from my life as far as posibble. after hearing you declaring yourself single, my heart crush into pieces. ='( n you are responsible for that!!!! time does not help to heal the wound. sometimes the wound would stay there forever and all thnx to you!!

thnx to my cousin for helping me. really love you girls!! to my GF, sowie if i say something wrong just now. didnt mean it.

Labels: IM FUCKING HATING HIM

Sick.Tired.Pain.Jealousy.Happy

5:49 PM

Im sick right now. havin a high fever. 38.05'C. and my body is aching. aaahhhhh!!!! havin a bad flu too. headache. im so damn tired. should not have go out yesterday. i should have rest at home but i need to accompany my gf. very important thing to do. but i regretting goin. cos i end up hurting myself. you may not realise it. =) im gd at keeping my secret.

why must the feeling of jealousy appear when i dont want it to. i just guess he is falling in love with you. really!!! i could sense that. dont deny it girl. im sure he got express it to you or going to. well, just wait n see. =)

im happy. you know why?? he msg me in the end. he said "Dear u tkcr.." at 2.34am. his goin taiwan for his NS. i really hope he's fine.

got to continue my elearn. super irratating using comp to study.

Monday, April 6, 2009 1:52 AM

Haziqah bored with her life. one after another promblem come. i just hate. n stress to face it. i msg him, but he never reply me. y??? is he busy??? i dont noe larh. sometimes i feel that being single is betta. i dont noe larh. im not regrettin fallen in love with him. i never regret my decision. maybe some. aaaaaaarrrrrrgggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y must you do this to me??? haix. . . just have fun going taiwan. i'll be missing eu.